Registered Nurse Receives Gift from Vietnam Veteran on America's Birthday

Friday, July 3, 2009 by Sherry Holden, BSN, RN, Associate Partner
Embedded within the Nurse Characteristics of the Synergy Model of Nursing is a fine thread of gold that allows me to weave a picture of my nursing practice whenever I deem it necessary. Perhaps, it is a little PRN reality review that allows me to evaluate my practice, set goals and discover something special.

I’ve done a little weaving today because the week has been brutal. I hit a little negative snag yesterday as I was overtime more than I ever wanted to be in my whole life! I was in good company with several other people. We were all physically, mentally and psychologically exhausted and I can tell you there was not a lot of positive conversation and none of us were looking for a thread of gold or a silver lining!

Now, in the stillness of the morning, I can think about my day and the culmination of the week in the light of Synergy and I am actually feeling pretty good about nursing and pretty good about what I accomplished this week. I looked at my clinical practice and clinical judgment: wanting but intact. I can think of situations where I have been a good patient advocate and a good nurse advocate. I always try to maintain a high level of caring practice and respond to diverse needs. I have to remind myself that when I am tired and have multiple tasks to do that I have to always keep that aspect fine- tuned. I strive to incorporate communication and collaboration because they can make or break a day.

Looking back on this day I find it ran the gamut from rewarding to hilarious! Perception is the tricky part. And, today I was a facilitator of learning as a preceptor. I hope Miss S. was not too overwhelmed. She had good opportunities to do new hands on things and certainly was challenged to figure out how to organize a day. I can see areas where I was more of a help than a hindrance; albeit I was both! Sometimes preceptors get in the way and sometimes they need to be there to help find the way. I need to find that balance.

The Synergy Model always helps me find new energy, new perspectives, new challenges.
Today I found a little nugget that is my reward for the week. It may actually be a reward for a very long time. I cared for a VietnamVet who had a few bumps in the road this week on his way to a transplant. He was a bright spot: always cheerful, wondering how MY day was going, amenable to having a new nurse, and along with his wife, provided a little levity in my chaos. I’m thinking about Mr. M as I prepare to go north this weekend to celebrate the Fourth of July with family and friends. I am thankful for all the freedoms and privileges that America still embraces and I am thankful for men and women like Mr. M who have sacrificed to secure them. This week he put his life in my hands and I tried to handle it with care.

In spite of a horrendous week, the thread of gold continues to weave a pattern of my nursing practice: not a finished product, but a work in progress that requires a little attention now and then, for within the weave is the reward.

Happy Birthday America! And thank you Mr. M.

Sherry

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